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Monday, June 28, 2010,10:22 PM
levin
28th june 2010, levin was put to sleep.
He had a severe kidney failure and was in pain. We decided to put him down because we do not want him to suffer the pain. Hope he understands.
29th June 2010
the house was so empty without him. Jona was staring and looking at levin's cage. I think she misss him too.
Labels: loves levin
Sunday, June 27, 2010,9:49 AM
always be my baby, levin.
im sorry for causing u to have such pain. allow me to take away ur pain on behalf of u. i noe its painful for u n for us. but its the best for u. dun blame me alright?
U R MISSED.
I LOVE U.
ps. my world just kept crashing on me.
every min that is ticking is killing me.
Labels: levin baby
Saturday, June 26, 2010,11:28 PM
prays for a miracle
time is passing each day while levin is still fighting strong each day with his last breathe. it hurts alot when he is the one who stood by me, the one who will always be there for me without fail. i miss hugging him. i miss calling him a bastard and chase him around the house. all the "sit, down, pang, speak" were his best frens.
He is the best so far i have seen. i c him grow and he c mi grow too. though our time spend tgt were just merely abt 3 yrs, but tis 3 yrs u nv fail to make mi love u even more. if we were in a relationship, u would be my best boy and we could still hang on for long. I hope u dun forget us and of course, u will always be remembered.
im sorry for making u suffer just because i dun bear to let u leave mi. im selfish but i just hope tat things would change so tat i could spend more time with u.
I LOVE U LEVIN.Labels: levin
Friday, June 25, 2010,6:59 AM
levin must be so afriad right now.. i wish i could be beside u..
now is the time for miracle.. i rather have levin with mi.. bcos he will always be there for mi when i need him.
,6:24 AM
i hate this part right here..
Y is everything i love going away from me? Is this some kind of fate? If it is, den y is my life filled with so much ups and downs. And it's just within 2 weeks? nice.. a great way to forget everything i guess..
I will grow up stronger than before. Stronger than Yesterday.
I miss levin.Labels: heartbreaking
,2:46 AM
its not veri good to rely or get used to someone bcos you will never noe when that person/thing will leave you..
i miss u.
i miss calling u bastard n asking u to get into ur cage.
Thursday, June 24, 2010,12:23 AM
what have u been doing i wonder..somehow i still feel woebegone..
Labels: woebegone
Tuesday, June 22, 2010,6:43 AM
Everyday is a learning journey for me.. Be it good or bad, we just have to accept and adapt to the changes around us. I believe i will be able to do so one day.. i will tell myself to stop..
but in the mean time, just allow me to live in my fantasy..Labels: lost
Sunday, June 20, 2010,10:05 AM
nitemares on bun street
I cant find a decent place to shout out all the things that is in mi.. i thought im not gonna bother bout this blog anymore but somehow i know that most people might just forget abt tis blog tat i used to have.
Now that im here blogging, i din know what to type, my mind is in a mess. i cant think critically like how i used to be anymore. Everything changes. I have got lots of things in mind but i dint noe how to express them. perhaps im just afraid. Afraid of getting another blow. I start to think that im dumb enough to have all the thoughts. Im not the silly girl you noe anymore. As much as i wanted to move on n get over it but i just couldnt help it but to start hoping that things would change.
Im glad tat there r many ppl out there caring for mi. N i appreciate alot. Really thanks to all who had shown their care n concern to mi. Perhaps time would heal but when is the time? I cant breathe anymore.Labels: insanity