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Friday, May 8, 2009,9:01 AM
depression starts here..
Alright, I think Im seriously going nuts.. I dunno y.. I cant explain.. Perhaps ur right. Fyp, trainings, school work, friends, family n u.. which is more important? I dunno.. I can no longer judge.. I can no longer think.. I can no longer behave like what I used to be.. Perhaps I can.. but I need some time to sort things out perhaps? Think I really should start thinking about my time.. School hasn't been enjoying for me for this 3 weeks. I dunno y.. but I just feel like being quiet and just be in my own world in class.. Perhaps the thought of just get things done and over with..
Im crazy.. seriously crazy.. ultimately crazy.. ARGH!!!
perhaps this is what they say.. DEPRESSION.. lol
But good thing is I dun have the thought of suicide.. oh.. come on, its so foolish and scary.. How do I bear to kill myself? A lost to the world.. A cute little bun has to be around to bring life to everything, everyone..
I just need some rest I think..Labels: crazy..