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Saturday, January 3, 2009,7:34 AM
tingting drove me to school today with her new licence.. haha.. had early trainin today n me n tingting reached sch at about 815, 820? bcos we have to finish pt by 9am.. omg.. had a long day n trainin onli ends at about 3.30pm.. a tiring day indeed..
tingting den drove me back home again.. thks alot! haha.. n met my mama on de way and she asked me to grab my clothes and head towards my cousin hse to bath as it's my little nephew's birthday today.. ohya.. saw tracy's dog, gigi, a female maltese.. she kept her for a very long time and gigi is gettin older and weaker each day.. she is like 20 years old now? according to tracy.. n she used to be so hyper whenever ppl visit her hse.. she would chiong and bark at whoever she saw.. but tis time round when i stepped into her hse, to my surprise there wasnt any barking.. i was looking for gigi and onli found her lyin on her bed looking tired and weak.. it really upset mi to see tis poor dog at such an old age, suffering.. she had a big lump of unknown tumour near her vigina area and de vet says its no use havin an operation for her cos she is old.. an operation would kill her.. n aso, i noticed smth weird abt her today.. she became thinner, like real bone-ish type.. n she is blind on her left eye, her legs could no longer support herself.. she would either fall or hit against smth whenever she walks.. bcos of her eyes n weak limbs.. saw her banging into cupboards, tripping over toys which are lying on the ground, couldnt find her way to her beloved bed..
I felt really bad looking at her and that reminds me of jona and levin.. my chihuahua and beagle.. it makes me wan to dote on them more, givin more care and concern to them, fearing tat one day they might be de same as gigi.. my eyes were filled with tears when gigi was knocking and banging her head against those hard objects when she couldnt find her way to her bed when she is really tired(after walkin round n round looking for her bed) n i decided to help her.. i carried her and placed her on her bed.. she paused for a moment and lies down peacefully.. i den suggested to my cousin's wife,tracy to put gigi to slp rather den seein her suffering at such old age.. tears began rolling in my eyes.. i just felt so uneasy and upset abt it.. havin the thought of puttin a dog to slp just to end its misery.. but, tats de best way i think?
pictures of gigi when she is asleep..
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